wu si kee, wu si low.

the moments when you're filled with hope for your dreams before they're broken are sometimes the sweetest moments.
even sweeter than dreams that come true.

ah well.
acknowledge, shrug, stand up, dust the dirt from my pants and walk on.
but never forget or there's never anything learnt.

nothing ever happens without a purpose.
you just gotta look hard for it sometimes. ;)

and sometimes, just sometimes, overdosing on ice cream and waffles with friends is all you need to feel a lil better. :)
met up with D after she appeared again after 5 and a half weeks.
i'm glad i have people around me who don't bother patronising me but are willing to just tell me the facts as they are and advise what i should do.
which is what this silly boy needs. not comforting but what i should do to wake up.
cos until recently he's been too caught up with himself and blind to ever see what's wrong.

emotions still move like the ebb and flow of the tide.
hmm isn't that from a hokkien song?
and sometimes it still hurts like nothing that should ever be conceived in this world.
isn't it comforting, wallowing in escapist self indulgent self pitying thoughts? hah!
bah,like it'll be productive and get me somewhere.
still, i won't want to go back to where/what i was.
before i can walk on, i gotta master my emotions. you get what you give.
fuck this shite.

and smile like you mean it
:)


one dance left