sorry.

i'm sorry that i can't be there for a certain someone cos of how things are now.

i'm sorry that i yelled at C cos i really felt damn helpless and lost when i was on the phone with her. i must master my emotions.

i'm sorry about how the way things had turned out.

i used to be able to make tough snap decisions and accept the consequences good or bad. a sagi trait i believe. now, i'm mired in indecisiveness. sucks when whatever used to pass off as self confidence deserts you.

bah. this is becoming a fucking bloody whine blog.

fuck this shit. i will make a damn decision soon, listen to and confide in the people i trust more. an outsider's view of things is more insightful than what your heart tells you.

sometimes.

and i should open up more.